Sunday, August 31, 2008

untitled.

sometimes, thing just happens.
mayb you'll think that it was like this like this like this...
but who knows?
other people might think that it was like that like that like that...

im always 100% believe in friendship.
ALWAYS.
but kinda dissapointed now.
i hate the feeling.
everytime i tried my best not to angry and argue,
its just bcoz i dunno how to make it up after argue.

i always tried my best to make ppl around me feel proud of me
feel proud to hav me
as daughter.
as president.
as friend.
as best friend.
as girlfriend.

i dunno. did i?

i felt very stupid.
like, you try to do something to make frens happier,
but then at the end you yourself become a burden.
i hate the word "BURDEN".
since very very very long time ago.

anyway,
i apologize. for dissapointing u guys, if i reli did.
sorry for being so stubborn.
i cant make it.
just feel very uncomfortable. it was scary.

sorry. for being so coward.

11 comments:

yoongshin said...

what had happened dear??
need not feel sorry ok...
just be yourself...
SMILE=)

Anonymous said...

國儀,要做一個“朋友”不簡單,除了可能在日常生活裏會傷到對方,也隨時會被對方傷到。不經意的一句話,也許對方就耿耿於懷。

其實,這未嘗不是一件好事。什麽情況下雙方會覺得都被傷到?就是雙方都執著對方的時候。如果一開始對方沒放感情進去,他也不會覺得被傷到。

國儀,雖然不知道你怎麽啦?
但是,珍惜身邊的朋友,也是一個很大的學問。
不過,以一顆開朗的心去面對,你會發現你做的一切是沒有白費的。

最後,以一句話和妳共勉之
“要好好對待自己生命中的朋友,更要好好對待朋友生命中的自己。”

p/s:只有自己都開心,身邊的朋友才會真正開心。加油哦!

秋.落葉 said...

yoongshin:

im alrite dear^^
no worries....
i'll grow stronger and stronger
miss you, thanks.
SMILE^^

anonymous:
thanks ...
your advise sounds familiar...
can i know who r u?^^

Anonymous said...

hey dear

everyone's facing their own problems
and therefore they themselves who are responsible for the consequence.
so.. chill leh!
don't put the blame on you

you don't disappoint anyone
you're brave, not a coward as you said.
you face the reality, you tried to rectify the situation
whether the outcome is favourable or not you have put in your effort
that's wat matters, isnt it?

sometimes we can't expect everything to be on our side
just pray =)

and then...
you're not alone =)

take k

Anonymous said...

光荣啊~
无论是做子女,主席,朋友或男女朋友都想要?未免太贪了吧~
但至少你某些方面是我所敬佩的,
那就是“坚持”。。
日久见人心,总有一天彼此都会了解彼此的~
复夫何求?唯有知音难求。。

Anonymous said...

It is part of life to have divergence in views, be it between parents, friends or ppl around you.

Learn how to cope with it. It may seems that you have done a lot to make friends feel happy, but you may choose to do what you want, but others have the right to choose how they feel.

Following is an interesting quote, hope you like it:

Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts.

秋.落葉 said...

anonymous 2:

may i know who r u?^^
do leave ur name after ur comment yea^^
chill.
anyway, thanks.

Anonymous said...

Relax mate! Cool, no chill! Its your cousin =P

Ivan Tan said...

yoyoyo!!!

:P

Anonymous said...

秋.落葉嘛,事我想起了一收詩:

春有百花,秋有月
夏有涼風,冬有雪
若無閒事掛心頭
便是人生好時節.

與妳共勉之.

對了,之前的anonymous 1 是我,沒放到名字
anonymous 2 就另有其人.

康寧

*~碧芬~* said...

插足于此 愿非多此一句
我也想
在国仪的生活中 留下痕迹 ^ ^*

惆怅
因为明白你的心情
锥心痛 不是因为白付出
而是面对友情
的 无力感

欣慰
因为国仪 依然是我认识的国仪
那个最重感情的国仪

也许很多时候
付出越多 的确会让我们
受伤更深

纵使残忍
却抹灭不掉付出的快乐 和 满足

也许这时的我们
很相似
心愿就是看见
心爱的朋友 绽开笑颜

与其道歉
不如将心思用来关心身边
每一个人
会不会更好

加油 ^ ^*