Friday, December 12, 2008

walao~

其实
一直很希望
世界和平
所有我爱的人,都能够很好地相处
就像
我一直一直很希望
我喜欢的人
能跟我的好姐妹们好好相处
就像
我一直一直很希望
我喜欢的人
能跟我老爸老妈好好相处

其实很想说
我就是我
就算身边有了另一个人
我还是你们的好姐妹
我还是你们的好女儿
谁都取代不了谁的
你们,会信任我对吧?^^

或许这会是一个奢侈的生日愿望…
但还是很想很想所有我爱的人都能喜欢彼此,好好相处

世界和平!!


p/s:

第一个二字头的生日,我希望全世界都在我身边,包括那个很远很远的何子荟,还有那个不远也没有很近的陈先生^^
哈哈...很久没有疯狂过了...让我发一发白日梦可以吗?赫赫~

心情好 · 心情坏

很久没上来了
发生了些事情,让自己开始思考
有些事情自己就是没有能力去控制
在外国生活了一年
怎么说,都长大了
多多,少少,都会长大了
怎么说呢
我不晓得该用什么方式,或言语,去诠释“成长”这个字眼。

不久的从前
我们都说过一句话
高中毕业后会不习惯没有彼此的生活
会觉得空虚
很多回忆,我们都回不去。
这一年下来,很多时候尝试用文字记录自己
才发觉,词穷了。
因为太美好,让我找不到任何字眼来形容,抑或对新朋友们骄傲地阐诉我那简单却充实的中学生涯
才发觉,从前说过再多的“不舍”,“回不去”之类的话语
那也只是说说
如今想起那段日子,才深切的感受到
天啊,那些回忆,我们真的,已经回不去,因为今天,以后,它都只会是回忆。
光良和曹格的“少年”
里头有一句,是让我们到了喉咙,却常不出口的。
那是我们都回不去的从前,幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
我很庆幸
我跟好姐妹们
都还坚信这当初的信念,对待彼此,仍是最单纯的我们
就像记忆里那个他们一样
只是很遗憾很遗憾
那个从前,我们是真的真的真的回不去了

另一件事
我家的嘟嘟,我最爱的狗狗
在11月25日离开了我
十年了,以狗的年龄来算,她已经70岁了
她,老了.
念头离开马来西亚前我告诉过她
要记得吃东西
要好好照顾自己
要好好等姐姐回来
当时还很活泼乱蹦
让我完全没有心理准备,从来没有想过,原来她也会变老
短短一年,就只是一年
为什么回到来
一切都变了
我能怨天,说这不公平吗?不能吧...
这一次
我不想再像从前一样
把心痛\细节用文字一字一句地记录下来
因为不想掉眼泪
就把眼泪埋起来
在心底最深最深的那一个角落
跟我对她的思念,还有我跟她的回忆
一起深埋
就这样.简单.简单地回忆.
11月25 日,嘟嘟离开了我.
我选择了相信,她被美丽的天使带到了天堂.

曾经有这样的想法
这个假期
我失去很多


黄国仪,加油.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

taggingggggggg~

Duh...tagged by syhhow....
haha...was tagged by kayli last time but i din reply...haiz...kena again...
answer loooo
haha...

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Ng Syh How. erm…you can call him Rainbo^^

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
my housemate, course mate in tassie. Knew him for one year…and he’s a special friend for me.

3. Your five impression of her/him?
hardworking. Stress. Got his own principle. Not confident sometimes. Caring.

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
the things he wrote to me in his blog.

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
the “thank you” in ivan’s blog

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
I will hv to belanja minwei…haha…syhhow is a very very nice friend.^^

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
Emotions? Haha…just be himself.


8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
I said dy ma…he is a very very nice friend…=.=

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
he is not my fren anymore =.=

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
write him this tag-ging thing…^^

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
Good friend^^


12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
dunno. But I know they love me.

13. The characters you love of yourself are
stubborn in the positive way. Kind hearted(only to the people I care bout)

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
stubborn in the negative way. Lack of confidence.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
be myself:宁可天下人负我,不可我负天下人。

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
thank you. Love u. to --
My gang which call me potato.

My uni gang.
My dear dear.
My froggie orchestra.
My parents.
My family.
And everyone tat loves me.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Ho chee hui
2. zhao yew
3. yoong shin
4. ivan
5. wanhoe
6. ariff
7. sotong
8. Maggie how
9. soon ann
10. cheauying


18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
With wanhoe I think….:p


19. Is no.9 is a male or female?
male

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NO! sotong anti lesbian….hahahha

21. What is no.2 studying about?
something like environmental engineering?hehe…^^

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
this afternoon in our Sr3Sc gathering…6 Dec 2008

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
soli…dunno o…

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
one sister.

25. Will you woo no.3?
I think she will kill me if I do so…haha

26. How about number 7?
I said dy….me and sotong anti lesbian!!!!!!!!!!haha 27. Is no. 4 single?noope :p

28. What is the surname of no.5?
GOH. Goh Wan Hoe.

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
tokin to me???haha....(perasan...)

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
nope…they dun even know each other….bleh…

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Singapore NTU

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
-cool.
-A very attractive girl…for girls….hahaha.
-A very important friend for me…

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
arh…erm…nope….we are good friend…haha

34. Where does no.9 live at?
kuala lumpur.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
grey, black,white , brown (for clothes)hehe….

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nope…they dun even know each other…bleh

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
haha…I dun think so…but she is the cutest I think..hahahah

38. What is no.6 doing now?
dunno…he’s off line-ing….haha